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Post by bridgetah on Apr 29, 2008 19:48:31 GMT -5
I'm very sorry - thoughts and prayers.
Anne
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Post by Tockita on Apr 29, 2008 19:56:51 GMT -5
Beth Peg and girls, I am so sorry the news was not better. You have given so many horses a life they might not have had otherwise.
This poor little guy has suffered because of an ill owner, and he has been doted on and treated with kindness and love by you.
I will be thinking of you on friday, and picturing Carol waiting to help them cross over.
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Post by frr2 on Apr 29, 2008 20:18:09 GMT -5
Oh, what a nice thought. We'll tell him about Carol waiting
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Post by watermarkfarm on Apr 29, 2008 20:36:38 GMT -5
Sad news. I'm so sorry.
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Post by MustangAppy on Apr 29, 2008 20:41:46 GMT -5
Ah, but I do know how you feel. I held Dazzler's big head in my arms and stroked that emaciated frame many times over the short period we had him. His lameness issues in the end were the final blow, when we could not get him up to help him through the colic. And, I held him one more time. I still cry, and I would worry about anyone who could make such a decision without the tears. I hope he thinks well of us, for we did all we could, and when we could do no more, we set him free. Love is doing what is best even when it hurts us, but it is never easy, nor should it be. Bless you all during this difficult time, my thoughts are with you.
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Post by mykingdomforahorse on Apr 30, 2008 1:06:04 GMT -5
I'm so sorry to read this outcome, especially because it's not the one we were hoping for. Sigh. My heart breaks for both of you.
Twinkie will be going to a better place where his body is whole and perfect. As sad as it is to lose him, I'm glad both of them get to pass with safety and love. We all know many never get that kindness.
I'm also glad he got to make some new friends and get some food before continuing on in his journey. I'm so glad his world was made right and that he got to experience something better.
Thank you both for all you do for him and the others.
Em
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Post by pnp4kidz on Apr 30, 2008 16:55:34 GMT -5
I don't know how well these will come out... but here are the digital pics of the xrays... I don't even know which leg is which, but it doesn't matter. I think this is the right hind.... what you might notice is that there are not the 'normal' three pastern bones... , it only appears there are two in one leg, and the other leg I think I see the weird deformed one at the end... anyway, you can see lots of calcification around the bones and joints... and in any case, you can't make bones where they don't exist... as a comparison, this is the xray of the other pony, who is not in great shape either and the bones are deteriorated badly... but you can see all of the bones... these are also feet...
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Post by paintedlady on Apr 30, 2008 17:15:36 GMT -5
Beth !! This is the saddest thing ever I cant even imagine what you are feeling right now. My prayers go out to you and your family for what is coming on Friday. My heart is broken too. Bless you and take care. I know we all will be there with you in spirit when the time comes. Take care PL
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Post by shelberttk2 on Apr 30, 2008 19:35:49 GMT -5
I am so sorry, I know exactly what you are going through...it is so hard! I would bet money that Bob knows his little friend is hurting, I think they know more than we realize.....Hugs from Oregon to you at Founder Rehab Ranch, I am so sorry................
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Post by calypso on Apr 30, 2008 21:39:36 GMT -5
wow.
worse than I could have ever imagined.
I am so, so sorry.
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Post by cutiepiepmu on Apr 30, 2008 22:02:24 GMT -5
i am so sorry for the outcome. The big key here is that for the remainder of his life he will have lots of good food, love, companionship and comfort. We can't help what comes before - only what comes after we have them. You never know why these souls come into your life, but my thought is that they make you stronger both emotionally and mentally - whicha llows you to continue on and rescue others.
I am sorry for the outcome, but know you have done right in the end for this little one.
Take care, Sara
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Post by cutiepiepmu on Apr 30, 2008 22:09:00 GMT -5
Can I suggest that you have some B-12 injectable on hand for Poncho for a few days. This can perk them some and help them through the depression. It keeps them eating and will boost energy. 1cc per 250 pounds body weight IM. Give with a 23-24g 2 inch needle.
so sorry for all the loss.
Sara
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Post by quatzie on May 1, 2008 8:27:00 GMT -5
Sorry to hear the sad news .. I was so hoping for him to have a long life... Beth my heart goes out to you .. You have saved so many over the years.. may he be loved and remembered
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Post by cybercat on May 1, 2008 9:29:58 GMT -5
I am so sorry.
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Post by swissgrl on May 1, 2008 10:39:14 GMT -5
I'm so sorry to hear this. Poor little guy! I'm very happy that he was able to come to you for the last few days of his life, and get lots of good food, love, and friends.
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Post by mickeyfan3 on May 1, 2008 12:22:56 GMT -5
Oh man....I was going to try and squeeze in a trip to see you guys, and him this weekend....I am so sorry, but also so thankful that for a short time he had a wonderful home, surrounded by love, and knows that there are a few people out there who are worth something. Thank you for giving him that, and a peaceful crossing....I am so sorry! Please give Blaze and Acorn a big kiss and hug from me....maybe my mom can meet them at the bridge.
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Post by pnp4kidz on May 1, 2008 13:55:43 GMT -5
Thanks everyone... he was a real trooper to put up with humanity when we let him down like this... he's turned into a sweet little one... and comes right over for snuggles and LOVES being brushed now... he has a round topped butt now... so I can at least say we fed him well... and he seeks loving attention from humans... and now we must let him have the ultimate gift... freedom from this pain. I appreciate all of the kind words... and I tell him about how much you all love him every time we go out to see him.
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Post by britt on May 1, 2008 14:02:04 GMT -5
Hi, new here but Ihave been following this little guy's story. I am sorry he is going to have to be PTS. Do you suppose he was born deformed or did he grow that way, or did the bones deteriorate because of improper foot care?
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Post by pnp4kidz on May 1, 2008 14:23:58 GMT -5
The vet feels like it was something he was born with. but there was no excuse for not at least trimming what he did have... and of course he should have been pts when he was a baby with this defect... it has obviously been painful his entire life... and he was also abused by the other ponies... and kept away from the food... he was abused on so many levels... it is very sad...
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Post by kidznhorses on May 1, 2008 18:01:33 GMT -5
I am so sorry Beth and Peg. Bless you both for all you do.
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Post by piopico on May 1, 2008 19:10:32 GMT -5
Give him a kiss from me before he goes. I'm SO happy he knew love and a full tummy for just a few weeks.
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Post by frr2 on May 1, 2008 19:54:10 GMT -5
Thanks for all of the kind, loving comments. While it is hard to let go and end a young life, when you know it is the right decision it is easier. I'm glad we are able to end his pain and help him along. I talked with the person who coordinated the rescue of this whole herd. All of the other animals are doing very well, and are shedding out to beautiful ponies. Thank goodness there wasn't a whole herd of ponies with the problems Twinkie had. Thanks again Peg
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Post by pnp4kidz on May 1, 2008 19:55:32 GMT -5
Thank you all... he will get kisses... a big bucket of 'all you can eat' Equine Senior... (aka a bowl of candy) and a big dose of banamine in the am, then if he wants, I'll let him meander about and graze... then I will hold him and tell him how much we all love him... I know many will be there to greet him as he arrives at the bridge... they are waiting to welcome him home...
My Grandest Foal I'LL LEND YOU FOR A LITTLE WHILE, MY GRANDEST FOAL, HE SAID. FOR YOU TO LOVE WHILE SHE'S ALIVE AND MORN FOR WHEN SHE'S DEAD. IT MAY BE ONE OR TWENTY YEARS, OR DAYS OR MONTHS, YOU SEE. BUT, WILL YOU, TILL I TAKE HER BACK, TAKE CARE OF HER FOR ME?SHE'LL BRING HER CHARMS TO GLADDEN YOU, AND SHOULD HER STAY BE BRIEF, YOU'LL HAVE TREASURED MEMORIES AS SOLACE FOR YOUR GRIEF. I CANNOT PROMISE SHE'LL STAY, SINCE ALL FROM EARTH RETURN. BUT, THERE ARE LESSONS TAUGHT ON EARTH I WANT THIS FOAL TO LEARN. I'VE LOOKED THE WIDE WORLD OVER IN MY SEARCH FOR TEACHERS TRUE. AND FROM THE THRONGS THAT CROWD LIFE'S LANES, WITH TRUST, I HAVE SELECTED YOU. NOW WILL YOU GIVE HER YOUR TOTAL LOVE? NOR THINK THE LABOR VAIN, NOR HATE ME WHEN I COME TO TAKE HER BACK AGAIN? I KNOW YOU'LL GIVE HER TENDERNESS AND LOVE WILL BLOOM EACH DAY. AND FOR THE HAPPINESS YOU'VE KNOWN! FOREVER GRATEFUL STAY. BUT SHOULD I COME AND CALL FOR HER MUCH SOON THAN YOU PLANNED YOU'LL BRAVE THE BITTER GRIEF THAT COMES AND SOMEDAY YOU'LL UNDERSTAND. FOR THOUGH I'LL CALL HER HOME TO ME THIS PROMISE TO YOU I DO MAKE, FOR ALL THE LOVE AND CARE YOU GAVE SHE'LL WAIT FOR YOU, INSIDE HEAVEN'S GATE
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Post by toeps on May 1, 2008 20:02:05 GMT -5
Beth and Peg I keep starting a note to say how wonderful you are for caring for him but I end up deleting it because I can't put into words how I feel. I just want to say thank you and bless you for giving him a chance. His picture broke my heart and I am so thankful he has known love.
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Post by calgal982 on May 1, 2008 20:08:01 GMT -5
Peg, if you need someone to come be with you, let me know. I've held friends horses when they weren't able and would be honored to stay with you during this time . Just let me know if you can use a friend. Vicki
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Post by pnp4kidz on May 2, 2008 1:34:07 GMT -5
Thank you Vicki, we sincerely appreciate that... I brushed him out tonight, bedded him down in a fresh bag of shavings... and talk to him a lot about how nice it is over the bridge... he snarled at me for 'ruining' his extra flake of hay with that 'nasty' senior feed... LOL... shook it all off and is down there munching his hay as I type... My daughter will be here with us... we are all feeling ready. I'll get some pics to share in the morning before the vet comes... and his buddy Acorn rallied this last few days, is perky, and seems to say to us he is not ready to 'go' yet... our farrier thinks we can give him another try, with new info from the xrays, so be it. can't go back. I think Acorn agrees. so, Blaze will blaze his own path this time...
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Post by calypso on May 2, 2008 1:56:11 GMT -5
oh.......
I don't know what to say either. That poem you posted says it all, doesn't it.
I'm so glad for him that he ended up with you. And sad for him that it's for such a short time.
Thank you for loving him and giving him every opportunity, including the opportunity to be free from suffering.
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Post by swissgrl on May 2, 2008 9:03:57 GMT -5
I'm trying not to cry as I type this. It is so hard to make a decision like this, yes it makes it easier when you know you're taking away their pain. Run painfree little Blaze. You were so loved at the end. My thoughts will be with you all today!
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Post by calgal982 on May 2, 2008 12:49:19 GMT -5
I know he is where he was supposed to be to ready him for his new journey. You gals are truly special. Sending happier thoughts your way for the day! V
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Post by pnp4kidz on May 2, 2008 13:01:23 GMT -5
He is flying free....
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